everyones gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I landed on my face.



the end.

I'm head over feet, and I like it.

I just hope I can flip myself back around if it doesnt work out.

Dear Sun,
Thank you for the tan you've given me, I can totally rock this new off-white color I am. :D!
Sincerely,
Angela Cence
♥

Annoyed with people.. Mainly people whom are considered friends.
In Pain, sitting at this desk in a uncomfortable unfitted chair is killing my back.
Tired of bullshit, and just plain tired.
Missing people, who are far away.
Dreaming dreams of my high hopes.
Overall happy, however not content nor satisified.


P.s.
I really hope someone doesn't ruin things for me.

I've got high hopesss. IIIVEE GOT HIGGGGHHH HOPEEESSS

Dear sun,

Thank you for keeping me warm when I am cold.

Love always,
Angela Cence. <3

My back fucking hurts, 5 flexerils 2 tesslans and 1 600mg of ibprofen er whatever and im still about to cry because of the pain.


wtf i hate dumb old bitches who cant drive.

suppression - (psychology) the conscious exclusion of unacceptable thoughts or desires


suppression - forceful prevention; putting down by power or authority; "the suppression of heresy"; "the quelling of the rebellion"; "the stifling of all dissent"


suppress - control and refrain from showing; of emotions

suppressed - kept from public knowledge by various means;

suppressed - held in check with difficulty; "a smothered cough"; "a stifled yawn"; "a strangled scream"; "suppressed laughter"


[these defientions are just directed at me and whats going on with me]


A long time ago when I was a drug addict a bum told me he was pissed about this depression bullshit when suppression is our real problem. Every defintion of "supress" explains everything I've been feeling. Not only does "supress" fit me and whats going on with me emotionally, mentally, physically, and the situations im stuck in, but it fits the world and our problems. American suffers horribly from supression, supressants, supressers, etc. So the great depression should of been called the great supression.

Depression screams lonelyness and negativity which is whats getting to america. So lets all slap ourselves in the fucking face stop pittying ourselves and realise our real problem. Supression is much easier to fix, depression just gives us a excuse to be so mentally and emotionally fucked up.

This weekend was a good one.


I went to a sick ass metal show, went to sleep then woke up and went to work smoked a blunt with jazzy whos pretty fucking amazing and then we got lost later we went crab hunting with our sick ass water shoes and a bucket after that we went swimming at my pad then eventually off to go drink. I had some amazing convos, that were long over due with someone who makes me smile x10. [Luckily I got to see that person this whole weekend and not just one or two days as usual which was a big tribute to why my weekend was so good. :)] then on sunday i went to a really fun day party.. my first hahahaha. I WAS SOOOOOO DRUNK... it was great.


Monday and tuesday were pretty good too, besides not feeling good and jacob getting injured.



The best part was how much a certain someone was able to make me smile, well that and seeing jazzy in a bikini ooooo baby. haha ;)<3

I'm doing my breathing machine (for asthma), while packing a pack of ciggarettes and waiting for a ride to a metal show.


hahahahahahahaha. zee fetus rocks out. simple as that.